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Diary of a Madman.

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Smurf.
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Number of posts: 180
Age: 22
Location: Valley Hills, New York.
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Registration date: 2007-12-01

Diary of a Madman.

Post by Smurf. on Tue Mar 03, 2009 5:22 am







The mind's a confrontation, representing all the nation, playing ball with all their stations' rations,
setting fire to the wire till you call him a sire.
This body's the intervention, set in stone, worked to the bone, it's broken before spoken, but never a token,
spinning pain like it's a game, where's our howling fame?
This heart...
...with a twisted fate, it's always gonna'be straight.
Not enough time to hate those, with plenty on their plate.
Forever lost within this estate.

From one wraith to the next, we're in a passing state and it's getting too late.
Wooosssh.

Focus on the time, when you found a rhyme.
Was it a dime in time or a nickel in the lime?
Musta' been sublime,
You walked a line, and there it shined.
Sent from Heaven above,
Shouldered by the dirt below,
Simply to say Hello.
Musta'been sublime,
Musta'been sublime,
everytime.

Twist in the deep,
Rile on the steep,
Blood boils
as the crowd begins to coil.
These words are war on their faiths,
Like insidious wraiths.
Fear not the air they use, but their undying truths.
I beckon you, lead me astray, with nothing to say and still I'll sway.


Last edited by Smurf. on Sat Jun 27, 2009 10:09 pm; edited 2 times in total


_________________
"I’ve been around the world, in the pouring rain
Feeling out of place, really feeling strange
Take me to a place, where they know my name
Cause I ain’t met nobody that looks the same.
"

Smurf.
Paw of the Smurf

Number of posts: 180
Age: 22
Location: Valley Hills, New York.
Points: 746
Registration date: 2007-12-01

Re: Diary of a Madman.

Post by Smurf. on Sat Apr 04, 2009 4:28 am

So, I slept.
It seems to of been a very distraught lame sleep.
I'm not sure when I finally fell asleep,
but I seemed to of woken up shortly after.
1amish to 4:30amish.
I still feel tired but my eyes are wide awake and my body's feeling lame.
I was like phwrroooarrr and half my body was sweating while the other half was...
Somewhere else.

I'm still debating about seeing a Doctor but, that's money I don't have.
I feel I should though, just to get everything out of the way because,
I'm going to need my full strength to battle these minions and conquer my everything.

I can't concentrate for long. It's like I'm high, my mind just zones out and with it, my eyes.
It's like a subtle "not feeling well" thing. A single thought draws you down a long hallway and you're just like..
"O.o" and continue to stare with no real direction.
I'll probably attempt to sleep again but for now?!
I don't know what to do. I'm tired, feeling pretty bored.

I feel like I could tie a recliner to the back of a car, sit on it, not strapping myself in and recline.
Curl up with a pillow and a blanket while the car takes off and I get all the awesome breeze,
that would lull me in to a peaceful sleep. Though, the passing cars would have to...
not even really exist, so I wouldn't be jarred awake by the random noises these things make.

I'm rambling sensibly. There's something wrong with me, I know it. I know it NOW.
Yuuup. I don't know what to do or say.
*Covers his face with a pillow as he yawns and reclines.*


_________________
"I’ve been around the world, in the pouring rain
Feeling out of place, really feeling strange
Take me to a place, where they know my name
Cause I ain’t met nobody that looks the same.
"

Smurf.
Paw of the Smurf

Number of posts: 180
Age: 22
Location: Valley Hills, New York.
Points: 746
Registration date: 2007-12-01

Re: Diary of a Madman.

Post by Smurf. on Fri Apr 24, 2009 4:25 pm

So, as Spring begins to rapidly bloom.
The old restless feelings hits the weary bones.
Winter feels more like a long slumber,
something almost like you'd never wake up from.

But when the snow melts and that cool breeze blows,
with the hint of which way the river flooowsss..
It's nice to know the world's coming 'round again,
no longer are we confined in our icy cage.
pirat

Springs probably my favorite season but also my most restless.
It's the time when I seem to find myself lost amongst everything else and feeling like I'm going nowhere. All the endless possibilities out there, yet I don't know what I'm doing or why I don't take the time to cease some of them. I want to break the mold and feel like I accomplished something but what is there really? I've already done more than many things my age. Nothing much that leaves those long term feelings. I want to be a King amongst Kings, but with nothing more to offer than me and what I have. Where to really begin?

The green comes and goes, yet it still grooowwwsss.
Unlike us.
We come and gooo, and it's slooowwww,
but we reach the point, where we can no longer groowwww.
And it's hard to shooowwww, what we knooowww.
And the things we've learned, all for what we've yearned.
Unlike ussss...
Things will still grooowwww, while we faaade.
Faaade in to those bettterrrr daayyysss.


I'm a crazy man. D:
miss you, my lovely loopZ. <3.


_________________
"I’ve been around the world, in the pouring rain
Feeling out of place, really feeling strange
Take me to a place, where they know my name
Cause I ain’t met nobody that looks the same.
"

laughOUTloud
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Number of posts: 185
Age: 20
Location: Australia
Points: 338
Registration date: 2009-01-26

Re: Diary of a Madman.

Post by laughOUTloud on Mon Apr 27, 2009 10:41 pm

I love you crazy man.


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..days when the rain and the sun are gone..

Smurf.
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Re: Diary of a Madman.

Post by Smurf. on Fri May 15, 2009 4:00 am

Soooooo tiiiirrred.


_________________
"I’ve been around the world, in the pouring rain
Feeling out of place, really feeling strange
Take me to a place, where they know my name
Cause I ain’t met nobody that looks the same.
"

Smurf.
Paw of the Smurf

Number of posts: 180
Age: 22
Location: Valley Hills, New York.
Points: 746
Registration date: 2007-12-01

Re: Diary of a Madman.

Post by Smurf. on Tue May 26, 2009 7:47 pm

I feel like I'm dying and I need to crush the world and everything in it, in the palm of my hand before I go.
*Goes back to his chicken noodle soup.* Sad


_________________
"I’ve been around the world, in the pouring rain
Feeling out of place, really feeling strange
Take me to a place, where they know my name
Cause I ain’t met nobody that looks the same.
"

laughOUTloud
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Number of posts: 185
Age: 20
Location: Australia
Points: 338
Registration date: 2009-01-26

Re: Diary of a Madman.

Post by laughOUTloud on Tue May 26, 2009 11:50 pm

poor bbiz.
i feel the same way about things, so like...

WORLD DOMINATION?!?!


hellz yeah!

looooove you.
<3


_________________
-r.j.e.f

..days when the rain and the sun are gone..

Smurf.
Paw of the Smurf

Number of posts: 180
Age: 22
Location: Valley Hills, New York.
Points: 746
Registration date: 2007-12-01

Re: Diary of a Madman.

Post by Smurf. on Wed May 27, 2009 3:04 am

rrrrrawrrrrrz, mibbi..
definitely better now than never.

i'm going to digest all the children, just so i'll have all that fiber in my system.
yuhyuhhhhhh.
i'm burning up from the inside out, it's like my insides have the fever and my outsides haven't caught up.
if it's not gone by tomorrow, it's another trip to the doctors.
this shit -is- horrible.

PSSHH. anyway.
i miss you. <333.
love you too, mibbi.


_________________
"I’ve been around the world, in the pouring rain
Feeling out of place, really feeling strange
Take me to a place, where they know my name
Cause I ain’t met nobody that looks the same.
"

Smurf.
Paw of the Smurf

Number of posts: 180
Age: 22
Location: Valley Hills, New York.
Points: 746
Registration date: 2007-12-01

Re: Diary of a Madman.

Post by Smurf. on Sun Jun 14, 2009 2:51 am

Ugggghhhh.
Shit's been lame, seems to be getting lamer.
Do I stay or do I go?
That I don't even know.
Nothing seems so sure..

Everything's just iffy.
Life's remixed, shuffled and changed from what it was.
Love's always a different game than yesterday's buzz,
but why would it ever be the same?
It's more like a red satin stain, sleek and embarrassing.
It likes to raiiiiin.

Choo'choo, here's the train.
How much longer can I remain?

Life's just an everlasting game.

Haaaalp.
Bored and unusually discontent.
Oddly so but not so oddly, really. It's oddly odd that it's in this state of oddity,
that I feel to be this odd.
Maybe it's true and I should be more than I would normally be,
but that's a mixture of "be" that really doesn't work for me.

Who knooows. I don't know.
There's a mixture of things swirling in this brain.
Captive and held inane.
Unknown to man and yet, still bequeathed unto me.
I should get some sleep though, hopefully..

I miss you. :/
That, I really do.

Scarlet covered Moons,
atop deep-water Glooms.


_________________
"I’ve been around the world, in the pouring rain
Feeling out of place, really feeling strange
Take me to a place, where they know my name
Cause I ain’t met nobody that looks the same.
"
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